huge hit :(

my mind was full,my feeling was mixed..
i felt sorry for him..
yet, i really need to let him go..
this isn't goin to work..
no it won'T work!!

ok i should stop thinking abt it bfore those tears filled up my eyes..
time heals!! cheer up..(i keep saying this to myself)

anw,i'll go to yamaha music school tomorrow..
i need to fill up my days with lots of activities in order to get rid of this heart-sickening feeling..
i'll goin to take up saxophone classes..
hope it's interesting..

i'm waiting for someone now..
why isn't he/she turn up??
please,turn up asap..
i need u desperately..*sigh