speechless day :(

i'd prefer to keep my mouth zipped for now,
say nothing, an everlasting silence..

i'd done something i shouldn't do..
it's really an inexplicable situation..
i feel like crying now!

i try not to groan or moan that life was unfair to me,that i deserved better and that society had an obligation to do something for me..
but why someone has to push me deep down through the ground??
why that person should be him??
i'm solely responsible for my destiny,having no cause to complain or blame others now..

i need no one like him from now on..
i'm ready to be alone and lead my own challenging life..
and i really hope he won't appear in my heart again..
he'll be a good friend for me,but not someone who i'll love for the rest of my life..

i'd use my sense of gratitude and acceptance to let him go now..
he's left a deep scar in my heart,bt now i won't be bordered..
my dignity to be indepedent,my pride in keeping myself up above him and my ability to do what i know best will reward me with a greater outcome..

with that,i'd ended my relationship with him..
i won't shed any tears though,no matter how hard it is..
i'm sincerely let him go now..
bye2..