wat's this feeling??

life's filled with mystery..
u may feel happy today..tomorrow u'll feel like the whole world is against u..

if life is mysterious..then what is love??
love is torture,love is insane,love is selfish..love is like propaganda..
at least that's what i feel now..

i've been wondering..
if i can see someone now..can i see him/her 10 years down the road??
i can visualise myself 10 years later..bt not others..
i can't see any other one except me 10 years later..

when someone did say they love u..
do they really love??
love is more than words..
if i can hear him says he'll love me every waking moment..
then why there's conflict between us??

love is to understand..
when i'm clueless,u guide me..
when i'm tired,u give me freedom..
when i'm scared,u protect me..
when there's rain,u sheltered me..
when everyone is against me,u stand by side..

love brings sadness n happiness..
NO!
u urself brings ur sadness n happiness..
nothing in this world that is more powerful than urself..
wat i wrote above are things i disagree..

don't blame destiny if ur life is miserable..
bt do some reflection on urself..whose life is this?urs or destiny?

don't blame fate if ur love is a mess..
bt look at urself..do u deserve to be loved?

don't blame GOD if u don't get wat u wish for..
bt think..have u really done enough??

if u point ur finger on others..
remember the other 4 fingers are pointing at u..
any mistakes that u've done,any failure that u've experienced..
it's all because of u..

love is an adjective..
life is a noun..
not more than that..

awhhhh!!!

i'm taking out my hair extention today..

and it's awhhhhh!!!!

damn pain!!!

3 persons were doin my hair..one on the left,one right,one middle..geezzzz

my hair was so sticky and they just pulled the glue frm my hair!!

tarik2..skit tau!!

hiksss... >.<

i won't put any extention no more!!

i lost one third of my hair..hiksss..

worse still,i don't really like my short hair..

arghhh,,

i met vera today..

hehehe..she's turned into a mature lady!!

suprise*

we headed up to sun plaza..

me,nor,ver and mon..

and monica got rashes..

her whole body felt itchy..

i guess she's allergic to alcohol..pity her..she looked so sick!

we had our lunch in frankfutter..is this how they spell it??

hope i'm right..haha..

norika...monica.....vera kantanpe..haha

happy lunar new year!!

fellas!!
fisrt of all happy CNY to all of u..hha

nothing much to write actually..
chinese new year is getting more and more boring..
when i was a kid, i'd always eager to experience cny..
playin fire cracker with families and friends, getting angpaos..

bt now,cny seems so dull..
we don't play firecracker any longer..
the angpaos are getting lesser..
wat can be worse than this??

bt we have our yearly ritual..
which is "dugem" haha..
once a year,i'll have dinner with my families and relatives..and end up "dugem" at nite..
haha..
we had our dinner at marriot hotel and headed up to retro after that..

left to right: iwan kk,norika,monica,elly

at jw marriot hotel... trio as always..haha





















had a lot of fun back then..

we reached home at abt 3..
and some of my bros were drunk..
they acted so funny..i laughed non stop!!haha
i felt giddy also..
bt i kept telling myself.."DON'T DRUNK"
hahahax..
i don't want to repeat the embarrasing experience like wat i did last year!! XD

medan,i'm coming!

hey fellas!! ^^
24 hour more to mdn..damn excited..hahax..
eager to meet my family and bff there..and last bt nt least..charles..
haha..

we'll meet up tmrw straight away after my flight..
maybe we're goin thamrin plz..
i'm craving for DIM SUM!!
we'll having our lunch at nelayan i think^^

i can't sleep tonite..too excited alrdy larh..
to all my old friends..miss u much..
cu soon!! hahax..
i'm flying!!!!!! yuhuuuuuuuuuuuu

i didn't manage to finish up my test today..
so sad.. -.-

ahh,do u guys know pet society??
a game which u can find in facebook..
i've played it recently and i think it's quite fun^^

LDR??
quite tough sometimes if u don't have things known as thrust and love..
sometimes people say,love can conquer everything..for me..it's completely bull shit!
for me, yeah..love is great..bt nt everything..
the more u love the more the pain that u'll suffer..
i think,for our age,when love seems to be very fragile,
we should assign some limits in our relationship so as to avoid any unwanted concequences..

my ideal type of bf:
- loyal (of course larh!!)
- kind (alamak..)
- honest (i don't want to be cheated)
- good looking (umm..lucky if i get one) ^^
- thick wallet (nt nessecary bt don't too poor,i don want to eat porridge as my meals)
- great sense of humour ( klo lucu jokeny..klo gak pngn gw gampar!)
- smart (bole,tp jgn show off)
- playboy (go to hell!)
- hot body (i'll admire one,bt i won't love)
- act cute??? (NO! bayangin aj da merinding)
- hard working (definitely my best criteria!!)^^

capekk..last bt nt least, and i think all of us should like..
i'd love a guys who will love me regardless of my good or my bad^^

lucky ummm..unlucky day..

returned home at 7 plus today -.-
gtg to harbourfront to get my ferry ticket..
it's so far2 awayyy...haizz..

the freaking annoying thing was the massive jam in teluk blangah tunnel!!!
arghhh!! i've spent like 40 bucks paying the fees!!
if u convert to rupiah it would be.....ahh udalah,makin skit ati gw!!
i was damn regret larhh..didn't take mRT in the first place..

so today,none of my activities were good..
luckily,i've got the ticket..cihuiiii ^^

oww yeah,i'm goin back to mdn on friday..
damn excited^^


i'm supposed to meet ronny tonite..ps:ronny is my friend..
he is goin back aust tonite..
bt then..i'm too tired..and to many things to catch up..so forcefully i have no choice bt to cancel it..
so sorry ron...-.-
anyway,bon voyage!!^^
i'm doin my hw now..i got 3 tests tmrw..
ss,math,bio..
geeezzzzz..

last bt nt least..
this is to natalia who is goin to paris tonite..
BON VOYAGE girl!!
gud luck there and do take care of urself..^^ miss u muchh..

family outing..

sunday!! yeahhh..

yuhuuu...>.<

nor's bro treated us lunch today..

we ate at restaurant "sari indo" is it the name??

can't remember..hha..

it's at upper thomsom road..

the food was super niceeee..yummy!!

and it was relatively cheap..

you've got to try it!!!

i'm sure will go back there and EAT again..waha..

after lunch,we went to nor's bro homestay..it is at toa pah yoh..

his house was so nice..

if u compared it to my homestay..

wahh..u'll feel a sudden drop in ur mood..

i should take the pic of my homestay for u to compare n contrast..

buuuuttt...i'm too phaise!! hahax..

in case u all will jeer at me once u see my room..

hhaha..

i think the owner is a red maniac..

as u can see the almost the entire house is red!!

glek!!

if i have a house oneday,i will paint it all black!!

hahax..

then i think no one will dare come to my house..

hhi

and the owner is an astroboy fan too!!!

he or she has a big cupboard filled with all the astroboy stuffs..

frm the doll,card,sticker..

i couldn't stop gawking at all those little thingy..

i drank bubble tea on my way home..

it's so sweettttt^^

i like sweet2 stuff..

i think i'll soon suffer frm diabetic..

choiiiii..be sai si sua lae kong!!

hahax..

free day!!

hi guys!! hha..

i'm very2 delighted today^^ why??

why?? anyone know why???

.................................

(no response)

ine.i'll tell u then..hha..

well i went out with stephanie n norika today..

asikk bgt^^

we met at orchard and shop2 around..

malem jumat bs cuci mata ne^^

i had curry rice for my dinner..

it was nice but the more u eat the more "eneq" u'll feel..

hahax..bt i managed to finish the whole plate..

maklum lar..super hungry alrdy.. XD

we then headed up to cineleisure..

we visit

ed one accesories shop..called "DIVA"

the stuffs were freaking nice and the price was affordable..^^
i bought 3 hairband..total cost me like 28 bucks..is it??i think so..hha..

the hairband that i'm wearing in this pic was one of my "hunted goods"

it's very simple..jus a black band with a ribbon on it^^

bt i luv it!! as people always say silence speaks a thousand words..

for me..simple shows a thousand glams!!

hahax..

left to right..

stephanie,elly,norika...^^

three of us bought the same hairband..

the one which steph's wearing..

if u take a real look it's so sophiscated..

like it..>.<

oww yeah,they said that blairband is now in trend..

so i think u guys should try it too^^

i did buy .shoes and bag too..hahax..

big spender,huh?? >.<

i bought this silvery shoes..

it's so cheap..

cost me only like 30 bucks..^^

and bought this little silvery handbag to match the shoes!! gotcha!! hahax

i reached home at 12..which is quite late..hahax..

i luv today activities^^

it's exhausting yet fascinating..

to my beloved one..

when u hugged me and say u love me,
i can confidently said that i ask for no more..
i'm ashamed with my growing greediness..
i feel my heart stumbling as i think about u all day long..
i'm jelousy,
i'm frightened,
i can't even believe to see u smiling next to me..
since i'm too happy,
since i'm too joyful,
i can't even sleep bcos u might go away..

i'd like to give u all,
i'd like to receive ur heart too..
i want to share everything like others do..
with my impatient heart,
with my small mind,
i'm afraid to mess up everything..

u made me smile,
u made me cry,
u enabled me to have this feeling once again in my life..
u made me trust,
u made me strong,
as i open my eyes,i want to say again..Thank you..
u came to me,
u made me dream again,
i love u for giving me a gift called "us"

backk!!

it's been a week after my last update..^^
sorry guys,lots of things had to be done and it's been a really busy period..
typical of school days = wake up early,late nite sleep..haizz..
not included the stacks of homework..huaaa..sumbody help plzz!!
oh yes,and at school my eng teacher taught us the pronounciation method..
so we have to shape our mouths like OOO..UUUUU...IIIIII..
and went back home i had to use the "koyo salonpas" to relax my mouth..gyaaa!!

i'm now also urgently looking for new clothes for chinese new year..
nthng's glam enough for "che it"..
i think i'll just open up my wardrobe and try some mix and match..
let's see wat i'll find..^^

tired2..-.-

exactly like the title..today is the most tiring day i've ever experienced in my life..

woahh..believe it or nt..i spent almost my whole day in the library... :p

sitting down restlessly and staring at the whole stack of homework..geezzzz..

i wouldn't be doin that if i finish up my homework earlier..hahax..

i didn't touch any of my homework during my long holiday,so everything just piled up..

i managed to finish most of my hw within 5 to 6 hrs..this is away too far frm my expectation actually..hhahax..

the physics,chemistry,math had filled up my entire brain now..fiuhhhh..

tired2..

i had my day with norika(ps:nor is my cousin)..

although the hw were extremely stressing,we still managed to joke around..and it was very fun.. :p

we bought an ice chocolate for $4 and asked a permission to sit on the caffetaria for 5 hrs..

hahax..the waiter must be damn "phek chek" hoho..

on our way home,we manage to do some windows shopping..hahax..

and i bought a bag frm levi's for my school..

haven't got a pic of it^^ so next time i'll show u if i remember..hha..

my superb day!^^

saturday!! day which peoples hang out,shop2,hook up..etcc..ps:including me!! :p
well,I went to chinatown today..
no no..not because i want to..bt..becoz my auntie was there and i was supposed to meet her there^^
suprisingly,chinatown which i remembered as an old spot is actually an outlandish place!!
OMG..i'm very "sua ku" huh?? on the negative side,chinatown is soooo humid n hot!!
erghhh..and the foods weren't that nice -.-
anyway to refresh my day..i drankk..............





SUGAR CANE!! hohohoho..
it's so sweet n refreshing..
die die must drink during summer^^





so guys,when u're at chinatown..remember to drink a glass of sugarcane juice..
guarantee!! refreshing..hahax..



after drinking lots and lots of sugarcane,i become so "kuai" hihihihi















if u're at chinatown today and saw a girl sitted so kuai like this,that would be me..
hhaha..
i came home at 8 something today..and had a phone call frm my beloved mom..
oww yeah,i got a conflict with my bro tonight..
why?? both of us arguing on who is goin to use the main and precious laptop tonight..
haixxx..
so basically the phone call was to advice me and told me a long grandmother story on how a sister should love and take care of his little bro..bla bla bla...-.-
it spoilt my mood..
but anyway,i cheer up once i'm writing my blog..^^ hhaha

school re-open..humph-.-

woke up at 5.30 am this morning..(can't get anything worsen than this)
to top up to my unluckyness,today is my BAD hair day..arghh!!
jus imagine,woke up with my fringe pointing outwards..aHa!!09's newest hairstyle..:p
luckily,i managed to make it back as norm..bt still,it distracted me..

Met a bunch of mates at school,chit-chatting..gossiping..bla bla bla..
ow yeah,i skip breakfast today n have my lunch at 3!!!
if this condition's goin to be my routine,i'll soon suffer frm malnutrition..glek!(no way)
i'm havin fried rice as my lunch today and i'll cut off my dinner..hhaha..
chinese new year's comin,i hope i'll be manage to get rid of one third of my body fats!!
(seems impossible)hha..

3 hrs later..

i've jus eaten MC.D...damn it!!put on weight alrdy larhh..haizz..

i ate mc.wings meal...emmm..super delicious!! ^^ it's highly recommended..

after that satisfying meal,next destination is....treennnggggg PASAR MALAM!!

hhahaa..

nice things,cheap price..everyone's fav!!^^

i headed up to yishun pasar malam,near to my house..^^

bought some toys for my little nephew..

quite a fun nite..

luv it!!

hey,u should try it too..

have a brisk walk after ur meal..^^

introductory :p

hi guys!! after so much consideration,i decided to create a blog to start my 2009's life..
well,u noe..new year,new life...n definitely new hobby^^
oww yeah,i forgot to introduce myself formally..
i'm elly..
currently studying as a high school student..and last bt nt least..psstt :p I'm indonesian..
for u who're readin my blog..god bless!!^^