wat's this feeling??

life's filled with mystery..
u may feel happy today..tomorrow u'll feel like the whole world is against u..

if life is mysterious..then what is love??
love is torture,love is insane,love is selfish..love is like propaganda..
at least that's what i feel now..

i've been wondering..
if i can see someone now..can i see him/her 10 years down the road??
i can visualise myself 10 years later..bt not others..
i can't see any other one except me 10 years later..

when someone did say they love u..
do they really love??
love is more than words..
if i can hear him says he'll love me every waking moment..
then why there's conflict between us??

love is to understand..
when i'm clueless,u guide me..
when i'm tired,u give me freedom..
when i'm scared,u protect me..
when there's rain,u sheltered me..
when everyone is against me,u stand by side..

love brings sadness n happiness..
NO!
u urself brings ur sadness n happiness..
nothing in this world that is more powerful than urself..
wat i wrote above are things i disagree..

don't blame destiny if ur life is miserable..
bt do some reflection on urself..whose life is this?urs or destiny?

don't blame fate if ur love is a mess..
bt look at urself..do u deserve to be loved?

don't blame GOD if u don't get wat u wish for..
bt think..have u really done enough??

if u point ur finger on others..
remember the other 4 fingers are pointing at u..
any mistakes that u've done,any failure that u've experienced..
it's all because of u..

love is an adjective..
life is a noun..
not more than that..